wow .

LOL . long time since i blogged . sorry if its dead . and if you're reading it , thanks ! lol . welll . this days has been normal~ . duh .. how good can it be . wakaka . then .. oh yeaa ... lolz .

today was 3rd day of step-up program .. haha , was alright and i vowed to myself i MUST buck up and mustn't fail like how i did this year's EOY . . sianz . lol . so dont blame me if i reply late or neva reply till after school or recess .. cuz i wana study ! haaha . but depends on who uh .. (; . only two of them then i reply fast . muahahha ! but the rest , dont be discouraged lah , at least i'll reply youuuu~ . haha ! .

well , today went to VP's office . fooooyoooh . nice . LOL . . spent about 45 mins inside ?? wakaka . funny ttm . well , guess tmr wil stay at D&T workshop to do my artifact ?? haha , only like .. 6 more days to do my artifact , complete journal , production plan , etc ! haha . i chose to do : stationery organizer ~~ . lol . car shaped ! hahah . hope it'll look nicee ~ . well yes !! hehe car-shaped -.- OLD ! hahahah . we'll see ..

so yeah ! wishing all the sec4s good luck and all the best for your GCE O levels ! (: tho ' it had alr started ,. -.- . but i have sent personally to those close to me ! LOL . byebye ! :D .

! wakakakaka !!! ㋡

beachhh ! (: muahahahhakakakaka ! (:

lolz ... today went school with the mindset of "omg omg. maths maths ! " haha . but overall , managed to cool down and all bah .. wakaka .

you know , tho' i went in like "nvm , i can do it . (: " but you know what ? i open the paper and look at the question , i was like . "ok ..... i'm cooling down .. wait , WTF is this ?!?!?! " haha , i tell you .. i was like _|_ sia . whacked and whacked the paper .. ( as in with a pen . not physically . -.- ) . after paper , i counted those that i think i cmi ( cnnt make it ) .. those marks . guess wad 40++ . CB ! , its over 80 marks sia . confirm fail bodoh . fed up sia . pass up paper , grab bag , 1st word produced . "fuck . " so much for having tuition and doin so much on arc length and circle properties .. 1 single shit of it didnt even appear in the paper . _|_ . fed up sia . grrr ..

but nvm oh~ . after paper and all , went with clique to vent it all out and eat ! wakakaka ! :P . lol , i didnt know choosing wad to eat with them was such a challenge . haha ! funny to the max .. finally chose to eat at ehub ! :D .

then beach-ed at PRP . (: . snapped so much pics .. wakaka . :B .

anyw .. had fun lah with them (: , they neva fail to make my day . hehe . him too >.< . opps ! wakakaka .

ok gonna go study now ... hehehe . good girl right (: i know .. *vomits* . k ah~ . bye people ! wish me luck for poa tmr .. haha , hopefully hidaya will teach me .. thru the virtual world ~ hahaha .

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fuck today seriously .

started D&T paper , then skipped 2 FULL pages ! fuck . 12 marks sia . che* bai . just because i forgot whats morphological analysis . fuck lah knn . i swear i can punch and fight someone after that paper sia .

then went to class , all studies for poa . then all hell break lose . fight took place . zzz .. stress ? very bah ..

then poa paper ... infront was do-able bahs .... but i couldnt balance ! urgh ! why ?!?! . stress enough today sia . i swear i could turn violent after those two papers sia . _|_ . lucky no one smsed . otherwise i confirm fcuk the person upside down with my anger sia . urghh . .

but after paper , went to eat with clique at E!Hub at Just Asia .. hehe . from there , my mood turned better ah ... thanks tomy clique .. thanks dearies . hehe . i felt like today was my last day of exam .. but unfortunately , no ...

thurs , after physics last paper (9:30am) , gonna go cycling with my clique ! weehee ~ . gonna treat samantha tho' . haha . i think i'm gonna zoom my way down !! hahahah ! cant wait ! *excites**

fri , gonna watch movie with clique once again ! hahaha . but cant decide wad to watch . should i watch my first horror movie with them ? "The Child's Eye" , in theater , 3D ! omg .. lol .. should i ? i think i'm gonna scream at the top of my lungs sarcasticly to scare them lor .. :P hehehhe . :D . or should i watch some other calm and funny ones ? hmmm ...... we'll see i guess . hahahah !

tats all . take care people .

oh shit . it was .... NOT US .

yest mum birthday , ok ah .. everything went well .. (: **wondering why no pics ? ** haha , cuz i bought the wrong type of batteries and the batteries dont lasts .. -.- . abit only . so lazy upload uh ... haha . but my phone wallpaper is me and siblings bahs .. you want you take and see . fun fun till.....

well .. today's chem and chinese listening paper was do-able and awesome respectively . hehe ! tmr jialat sio . D&T and POA . fuck ! confirm haywire sia ..

oh shit you .

Pfft . wadssup with yest and today sia . yest , even when i'm going home , you dont give me peace and get lost . you know what ? well , FUCK YOU . yes . why is it have to be at the same time , same place ? _|_ .

Guess what , spent 7 hours sitting infront of the comp yest . :O . at first want off at like after 5 1/2hours ... then she online , i told her 815 i want off , she say 9 can anot . haha , end up around 945 then off ? =.= . **Thanks huh .. ** hahah . but enjoyed the convo lah duh . hehe . ok shut up huiting . :X

then today . Mum's birthday . haha . yeah , later i'm gonna snap snap snap all the photos so stay tune to my fb ! haha recently creating pokemon cards of people .. so if you want , tell me ! haha . ( its under the album named "boredom!" . so yeah ) . haha .

oh screw the maths paper 1 today .. 1 1/2 hours to do .. i tot enough .. who knows . left 1 min and i left the last question + some previous ques tat i skipped cuz' i cant remember the formulas .. shit sia . it was 18 marks ( those previous ques ) . and the last ques , 4 marks . its over 60 . damn shit . when collected papers , all my 20 brothers and sisters were all cursing & saying die die die , all shaking head . all left the class with a heavy heart . _|_ . i wanted to cry , seriously . i fucking dont want to drop out from this awesome bonded class ok . fucking stress . bloody hard . why cant i be smarter ?! this ques always been in my head . its like .. urgh fuck lah .

fine ah ... i'll maybe stop thinking about the past papers and juz move on with the upcoming more killer papers ... but . i'm gonna study much much much much harder for maths paper 2 . REALLY . i DONT want to disappoint. work work for it ! haha .

nvm , bye people ! :D

J.I.A.L.A.T. !!!

ahhhh ! JIALAT ! today's english paper was fine .. **phew** . BUT , until ss , got 2 essays , 4 SBQ questions .. so got paper and chionged . so i plan do ques 2 ( about sri lanka & northern Ireland ) . so write3 , until after 5 mins , i found that i dont get what they mean by "political ______ (something) .. " . I was like , OH GAWD ! so crush paper lurh ! then redo lurh sia .. waste time sia . urgh ! then everything i chiong alr . SBQ , i anyhow whack .. ): .. urgh . shitt .. _|_

damn scared sia .. sianz ! i scared i tell you . not just scared , but its freaking me out like seriously . haiz . tmr MT & HISTORY ... aww man .. hist , big chapters sia .. Hitler & Stalin & TOV & League of Nations ... urgh .

ok i want go off alr . shall study . bye .

oh hell shit .

End of year exams in 3 days time . JUST HOW WILL I MAKE IT THROUGH ?! I CAN'T !

Fcuk this brain of mine ! i'm just an idiot who can't even make simple decisions , what about exam papers . URGH .

today in class my clique and friends all were like "eh you ok not ? so quiet . " and i was like ..**nods.** .. but in my heart i was like " NO I'M NOT ! I JUST NEED TO rest and not wake up for today .. 

to you people whom i always havent been replying to , i apologize now . I guess this is a right time to explain why .. well its because i'm busy studying