bc i really need you. more than i ever expect, more than you realise.
i didnt know i would walk into love this easily, i didnt know this walk led me to be this deep into and towards you.
shits happen.
i bet all i have on this last chance. i dont know how i will do. but all i know, i never and i can never lose you again.
bc i can never take it. never.
actions that are different before, i kill to hope things will be fine again.
because your smile melt every ounce of me.
because even my anger can never last towards you.
i wish i can wake up with amnesia, so i could forget all the shit, and all my thoughts, that kills you, and kills me too.
i need you everyday, not just weekdays, not just when i'm awake.
but i need you always. sleeping, weekends, 24/7. i dont expect you to be on your phone talking to me 24/7. i know we need time to do our own things, but i hope it doesnt lead to ignores, nor that its ok to not be there.
because it is not ok, even if it seems alright.
iloveyou, and i dont know why i do, so deeply.
but its YOU.
