good friend..? what does that mean..? isnt that excuses everyone gives..? isnt it a stage before everything goes on..? i really dont know why i'm feeling this way. in my opinion, definitely he's not attractive or wtv.  but i really dont feel good. can someone give me an explaination or foretell of my heart's feelings? bc i dont even know what to do. bc i dont even know why i dont feel good about this. 

maybe bc no one was worthy of your tweets except your clique. but he was the first from your poly life. maybe bc its a one way side from him..? maybe eventually it will be a two sided matter...? 

fuck what to do. what to do. fuck. 

control her, feel the authority?

go the hard way, fuck her feelings?

fuck him upside down, let him back off?

make things tense, threaten him? 

fuck yeah i'll do it if it was in the past. 

but nah. thats stupid. thats untrusting. thats unreasonable. thats hurtful to her. 

give her the freedom, its worth it. 

trust her, she knows her limits. 

let her be happy, thats all that matters.