i know it. dont spell it out for me.
give me that one last of hope and love i need.
i know i wouldnt try. i know i will let myself go. i hope everyone will live in denial over what will happen. it isnt sudden. at least for me and my body.
i love you. and i will forgive you when you found another lover.
i dont know what or where it takes me, but i hope i would be able to watch over you. i love you. i miss you.
i cant believe you will not be there to see me off. that, will be my only regret.
