how could i ever take it.... why...? why did i have to even do that...........
fucking stupid. fuck... what was i even doing....?
emotions got the better of me, and bc of my condition, and bc of those things i see about you, bc of me not being able to see you, bc of it being swollen, bc of it being so risky, i couldnt take it any longer...
it was so wrong. it was so wrong.....
look at the mess you done today...
i'm sorry i didnt make you happy. at all.. i'm sorry.....
angered you, and took it upon myself.
worse day of my life.
